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Doom 2 is difficult. Stuck at Level 11.
Study on individual difference on alcohol tolerance.
Is Regina Spektor on tour?
I want a turntable and speakers of top quality.
Where is Eva Green now?
Am watching Observe and Report now. Very emotive. Identify myself with Ronnie Bernhardt. Is it German name? Or is it Barnhardt? I won't check. When did Freddy Mercury die? 1991? What date? What hour? What minute? What second? What milisecond? I remember the one cover of Queen album.
DVD and Blu-Ray do not have the optical quality of film on a big screen.

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Julie Delpy aged badly. She looked innocent in Before Sunrise (1995). She looks like a mummy, now.
I can't remember the name of an attractive waitress at the Café. It means she did not mean much to me but it was an infatuation.
I can't forget Kasha at Kirkin bar on W.H. She had nice smile.
Now that I have no car, my mobility is limited and the encounter with another human beings will also be limited. I will see Mandy less and her fucking co-workers at the Café. I thought I saw Stan Lee yesterday morning. I don't know how to solve Rubik's Cube yet. Have to learn.
  Masturbation can never give a pleasure which sex can give. But I do not want to have any sexual relationship because I am not ready in many ways. Also, there are many dangers in "relationship". I have heard many stories about unfaithful women.
  Will start my project on the ex-con and the arrogant woman.

The lessons which I learned from today's memorisa.

Tried to memorise the 50 states.

The relationship between the triggers and the objectives are completely arbitrary. I must be more inventive in creating the triggers.

Tried to set the objects on the neighborhood of my childhood. Didn't work. Works when placing them on W.H. from start to finish because the old neighborhood is blurry in my mind.

Thoughts on Helen Childress.

Did not complete anything after completing Reality Bites. Ben Stiller's direction was bad. The scenario was good. Where is she, now? Did she stop writing because she found a sugar daddy? She is one of many writers who disappears after making the first completion which is good. Her sister lives in LA according IMDb, which is realiable. Was the scenario her dabbling in the craft of writing? I suppose that she lives in LA, also. Does not have many friends. She works on The Tyra Bank Show as her sister. It proves that she does not have the ability to imagine another person's life and that Reality Bites was disguised biographies.

A sign of bad writer.

There is a twitter account by Don Johnson, a professor at UH, whose first novel is highly auto-biographical. He always reports his progress in his new novel. It is a sign of bad writer and I should never forget it.

An idea for memorizing genders of nouns.

I can use Freudian images.

masculine nouns: sword, pistol, club, cannon, fist, hot-dog, sports-car

feminine nouns: vase, water-fall, box, what else?

Thoughts about memorizing French vocab.

Read B section of a French vocab. book. There are three starting points. Verb, noun, and adjectives. In case of verb, I should memorize the infinitive form and memorize whether it is regular one or not. In case of noun, I should memorize whether it is masculine or feminine. Also I should know the derivatives of the noun, e.g. verb, adj., adv., antinom, homophone. (In learning Latin, Greek, and German, I should learn whether the word is masculine, feminine, or neuter.) One way to memorize the gender of the noun is to attach the image which signifies the gender universally. Masculine nouns should have the image of penis and feminine nouns should have the image of vagina. The problem is that those images, striking at first, becomes boring if used many times. I must devise more images. In case of adj., I should memorize feminine form, masculine form, and adjective form. In memorizing the spelling, I should find the words that have similar sound in either Korean or English, make them into striking images and apply actions to them. (I don't know how to apply smell, touch, or taste because my experiences of them are narrow.
  And finding the locus large enough for the words, of course. I must seek to enlarge my "imagination".

A problem.

I try to memorize a card deck. I close my eyes. I picture myself leaving the apt. and arriving at a gas station. I turn left. I go down the stairs. I hear the sound of "air-conditioner machine". I turn right. I go straight. I choose the right path. I go to the open space. I go to the mail boxes. I go straight. I turn left. I go straight. I open the gate. I go straight. I cross the street. I turn right. I go straight. I arrive at the gas station. I enter. I pick up Gatorades. I wait in the line. I pay. I return to the apt. by tracing the steps backwards.
  The problem is I cannot firmly place images in each locus and lack the imagination to make them absurd, violent, erotic, bloody, or hilarious. Also, I cannot picture the exact architecture of what my eyes see, e.g. how many doors I pass, how many footsteps, what sound at what locus.

Roman Polanski on Chinatown

Because if it ended with happy ending, we wouldn't be sitting here, talking about this film. If you want to feel for Evelyn, if you feel that there is a lot of injustice in our world. If you want people leaving the cinema with a feeling that they should do something about it. If it is all dealt for them by the filmmakers, they just forget about it over the dinner. That's it.
 I remember when I was a kid I saw Of Mice and Men. I remember I loved the film. And it stayed with me for so long. I felt so sorry for that Lennie. I thought that what a pity Lennie couldn't be saved. And then I realized that if Lennie was saved, I would forget about it the next day.

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1:31. Listened to the interviews of Florence Welch. I did not expect to hear a feminine voice. I want to memorize 50 card deck in a record time (5 mins?). I cannot find my fucking glasses. Fuck! It always happens when I break my routine. Will meet new French tutor on Tuesday at 4:30 PM at Garden Center. I already know I will meet a prick.
  I now know that listening to videos whose language is in French does not improve my listening skill. I need to write a prose in French with the aid of dictionary. I will start with simple ones. That frog cunt caused me great emotional stress and I won't forget it. I need to return a textbook via UPS. Veni, Vidi, Vidi. Julius Ceasar. W. Shakespeare. Et tu, Brutus?

On memorising a card deck.

I have each card assigned to an image.
I need to have one series of journey with 52 loci.
I need to make each image absurd, sexual, violent, or loud.
I have no problem with reading each card. The problem is to secure each image on each location as soon as possible.

Practice on memorising a card deck.

Arranged a card deck in order.
Looked at a card, closed the eyes, pictured an image and drew the image of card on it.
The problem is I cannot think in 3 dimension if it is not in loci. Is it normal?
Learned the image of each card. Realized that Do not have to see the entire card, but just the part of it.
Saw a card, closed the eyes, pictured a jpg file of each face (I am using Dominic system) and painted an image of each card on each file.

After completing, only the image of Halle Barry (Heart 2) remained.
The goal is to see the image as soon as I see the card.

Thoughts about the meaning of life after starting American Psycho.

One thing is certain. Money does not bring happiness and I believe that the pursuit of money will not be my ultimate goal. What is the most happy life? Plato wrote about it in Gorgias. Aristotle in Ethics.
  My biggest occupation these days is that to find a woman who is not money-grubbing. Everybody knows that physicist, biologist, philosopher can never be rich. Should she and I decide have children, we must save money. My point is it is hard to find someone who is not materialistic. Not that I cry myself to sleep every night like most men because I don't have a sexual partner.
  Anyway I want to finish American Psycho as soon as possible and start Jane Eyre. The problem is the novel is boring because redundant. I want stimulation in each chapter. I want curve in the plot in Aristotelian sense. That's why We Need to Talk about Kevin was satisfying.

Thoughts on American Psycho by Bret Easton Ellis.

The novel has many chapters and each chapter has the same structure. It describes what the protagonist, Patrick Bateman has. The clothes, perfume, restaurant, stereo system. After 100 pages, he starts to become psychotic. I think that the entire novel is ironic, not any part of it. It made me think about the greed of humanity, especially that of Americans. I fucking hate men like him. Arrogant, chauvinistic, inconsiderate, materialistic. Typical "Wall Street guy". I am not after money. Money does not motivate me. I can't change my nature because if I break it, my whole life has been meaningless. I also hate those New Yorker cunts who socialize with those like Patrick Bateman.
  The novel has no curve. It is endless and same description of the inner mind of the protagonist. I will finish it as soon as possible.

Plan for tomorrow.

Will wake up. Will resume reading American Psycho. Mnemotechnique for Bret Easton Ellis. Brat East-On Elliot. A white high-schooler who is a brat. Clint Eastwood saying "Right on!". Billy Elliot poster. He's jumping. Will take a metro and arrive at a mechanic shop on foot. Will entrust the car to the shop. Will drink something at the Café. Will return to the apt. Will think about mnemotechnique.

  Will read the novel up to 300 pages. Will walk in the park next to the hospitals to learn loci of it. locus. loci. deus. dei. Cita Dei. Sanctus AugustINUS. Sanctus August-INUS. Accentuate "inus." Anus? A to I? Will arrive at the park on foot and return to the apt. on foot.

Fucking pizzeria.

I call the place almost every day and they always ask for my credit card #. 16 digits, expiration date, security code. They always ask for the address every fucking time. Fucking chinese owner cannot count and that's why she asks to repeat it every fucking time. If they saved the customer's information, they would run more smoothly and save more time. Fucking morons. Fucking morons. Fucking morons. I suspect that every Chinese resorts to ignorance and high-pitched voice whenever they don't want to do something. That's why I will never order to Villa Roma Pizza from now on.

Plan for tomorrow.

Will wake up. Will perform 200 push-ups before 11AM. Will walk in the premises of the apt. to learn loci for my mem. pal. Will start either American Psycho or All the King's Men. Will read Les Fleurs du mal. Will walk to the post office and receive a package. Possibly more push-ups in the evening. The car is going to shit. At night, Will close my eyes and think about images in mem. pal. Numbers from 00 to 99, a card deck, and 64 binary numbers.

First Magic Mike Advance Report.

Saw an advance screening of Channing Tatum's male-stripper movie last night. It is very R-rated, filled with nudity, both male and female. Lots of ass shots of the boys. Many scenes of them dancing in tight little thongs. Channing's meaty ass and thighs looked fuckin amazing as he gets out of bed and walks to the bathroom in a long shot at the beginning of the movie! The only exposed cock comes from Joe Manganiello, who plays a character called "Big Dick." I'm assuming it was a prosthetic, a la Mark Wahlberg in Boogie Nights. You see him pumping it up inside one of those penis-pumps before he hits the stage. For you Matthew McConaughey fans, he plays a former stripper who now owns the club and is the MC. He's often shirtless on stage introducing the guys. At the end of the movie, he hits the stage in an great song and dance number to relive his former glory days. All I can say is he looked amazing dancing in his tiny little g-string! By the way, based on the thongs, it looked like Adam Rodriquez was packing the most heat. Fuckin huge! Matt Bomer looked great, but probably showed the least amount of skin of the main guys. His role was on the small side, but you do see most of his body (including some ass) dancing on stage. He's also in an implied four-way with Alex Pettyfer and two women, but he remains mostly clothed for that.

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Going to be like Boogie Nights by Paul Thomas Anderson? Do the strippers "hit the bottom"? I hope the portrayal will be realistic. June 27th, I think. Boogie Nights was a great movie. Steven Soderbergh is the best. He is the best. The most honest one.

We Need to Talk about Kevin.

Finished it today. Captivating from start to finish. Each chapter is a futile letter from the boy's wife to the dead father. I was especially saddened by the death of the second child, a daughter who will have believed in the goodness of the humanity. The description of the hysteria and hypocrisy, hypocriSy (mnemotechnique, note it, accentuate S) of the American suburbia was thoroughly enjoyed.
  I still see the images from the movie. Excellent performance by Tilda Swinton and John C. Reilly. It's a pity that John C. Reilly does not play "dramatic role" as much as he should. I see the shot in which the father and the daughter is dead and the sprinkler is showering the grass. I thought that it is why the movie is the medium of image. I see the face of Tilda Swinton, bewildered and eyeballs moving rapidly. The filmmaker made a wise decision in leaving out many elements in the novel. I see the vast, empty living room in a beautifully designed house by the family. I see the scene where Kevin is arrested. I see the proud smile on his face. I see Tilda Swinton's face when she sees the yellow bicycle locks. And when it falls to the ground.

Cabin Fever by Eli Roth.

Just finished Cabin Fever (2002). Enjoyed it. The director tells the story with the position of camera, the movement of camera, and editing. He saves the screenplay which could have been turned into a mediocre movie. Solid acting. Breaks clichés. Good movie. The director ignored my request for his screenplays. Jewish asshole. If he can't find a publisher, he should give it for free.

Photographs. Regina Spektor's new album. What We Saw from the Cheap Seats.

All songs written by Spektor except where noted.

No.	Title	Length
1.	"Small Town Moon"	3:03
2.	"Oh Marcello"
3.	"Don’t Leave Me (Ne me quitte pas)"	3:39
4.	"Firewood"
5.	"Patron Saint"
6.	"How"
7.	"All the Rowboats"	3:34
8.	"Ballad of a Politician"
9.	"Open"
10.	"The Party"
11.	"Jessica"

Deluxe edition bonus tracks

No.	Title	Writer(s)	Length
12.	"Call Them Brothers" (featuring Only Son)	Jack Dishel, Regina Spektor	2:41
13.	"The Prayer of François Villon (Molitva)"	Bulat Okudzhava
14.	"Old Jacket (Stariy Pidjak)"	Bulat Okudzhava

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May 8th, 2012 at 9:40 PM | 0 Comments

I'm hungry. I will finish The Shadow out of Time today. I cannot even recall the titles of his work. I need to improve my memory. Memory. Recollection. Aristotle. Simonides. I want to know everything. The secret of this universe. Physics. Chemistry. Biology. Genetics. Anatomy. I want to know everything. Understand everything. I'm hungry. Une saison d'enfer et Le bateau d'ivresse. I want to know every hormone related to sexual desire. First I need to define sexual desire because every human desire is related. When did Claude Chabrol die? The day after he died I had a lesson with Sara Mason. The life goes on and dead remains dead.
  Listening to the podcast w/ Collette Wolfe. Endless rambling. Stopped listening. Observe and Report was a good movie. I think I watched it three times.
  Ho. Ho. Ho. This redneck is talking about firearms. Poison Girls bar is too seedy. No class. White-trashes and burn-outs. Collette Wolfe is a white trash. His father types computer keyboard for the Department of Defense. He went into the service because it was the 1980s and there was money in it. He never was enthusiastic about computers. How sad! Just like About Schmidt. His mother was a hair-dresser for more than 20 years and became social worker. Now she haunts negligent parents. She is too emotional. Actresses are dangerous. They are all brainless and their philosophies are built by watching TV shows and trashy movies.
  Skimmed the twitter page of Collette Wolfe. It's sad that it is a human weakness that a person always wants to believe, often wrongly, that he is contributing to this universe. who is wasting his life away at this moment? I don't know and I don't care. I want to know everything and I want to remember everything. The secret of this universe and human existence. What is time? What is space? Atom? Neuron? Brain? Instinct? Love? Hate? Money?

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May 8th, 2012 at 8:22 PM | 0 Comments

Using Max Payne 1 map is easy because the progress is linear. Maps of Doom 1, 2, 3, and Duke Nukem 3D is difficult because there are many hidden places and memorizing from the eagle's point of view is difficult.
 I can memorize the maps of 2D games, e.g. Blues Brothers, PreHistorik Man 2, Duke Nukem 1, 2, Metal Slug 1, 2, 3, 4, 5. HoHOHO!
 But! How can I install dos games. I need to buy cheap Windows for playing those games. About 400 dollars.
 I should never buy computers on craigslist. I can never be sure whether they are counterfEIt. counter-F-EI-T. spelling check. memorising dictionaries.
 Haywire is a great movie. Fighting in silence is what happens in reality. Fucking Americans. They are all brainless.

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May 8th, 2012 at 8:03 PM | 0 Comments

It's possible that Mandy is a cunt like all the others. It wouldn't surprise me to find out that she had sex with her "colleagues" at the café. They make good slush. I like slush. Slurp, slurp is a language of oral sex in comic books. You can have sex with middle-aged white men in sex shops. I want to build mem. jour. on Westheimer from start to finish. I need concentration and motivation. You wanna get shit done, you gotta do it yourself. Mary Elizabeth Winstead and Aaron Paul ignored my question about the release date of Smashed (2012). Fucking cunts. I still haven't watched Days of Wine and Roses. I think Ils avec Olivia Bonamy is a good film. Where is Romain Duris now? Samuel Fuller made White Dogs. It was not released immediately and the decision angered Samuel Fuller. Where is Jim Jarmusch now? Is he enjoying his comfort in a country-house in upstate NY? I can use the maps in Max Payne 1 for my mem. pal.
 Oh! I realized something valuable today. I need to build permanent building to store my most important knowledges. e.g. Netter's Anatomy, The periodic table, Gray's Anatomy, Charles Darwin, Isaac Newton. I need to know the permanent building and the temporary buildings. (I sound like Mortimer Jerome Adler). Adler means eagle in German. Is it mas. fem. or neuter? Half-Price Books sucks ass. It is run by white-trash and red-necks. I don't know where they fuck they come from.
 Cherie! C'est moi!
 Stephen Frears. The Grifters was a good movie. I liked the ending. If a grifter dies, nobody gives a shit. How true!

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May 8th, 2012 at 7:55 PM | 0 Comments

Cate Blanchett extracted herself from Hollywood. I wanted to see her on stage. Because my father never wanted to live in NYC, either because he was a sucker at workplace or he was cowardic, I have never lived in NYC.
  I will never forget the times I was in NYC. I realized the insignificance of my existence. Amidst the skyscrapers that I have no control of, my illusion of my position was shattered. I realized the value of money, both internally and externally. I wanted to know everything. I wanted people to worship me for my wisdom and foresight. I realized I had no sexual appeal. Film Forum was a good place. I watched I'm Not There. I missed a screening of Elia Kazan film because it was sold out. Film Forum is on Houston Street. Houston Street is a name of a subway station. Regina Spektor, where is she at this moment? Her album is released shortly. I want to master French. I almost finished Une saison en enfer et Le bateau ivre. I start lesson with a new French tutor on Friday 4 PM at Natural Museum of Science. I hope she won't be cunty. Khaleel Daniels from Craigslist. What a moron. HCC are assholes. Unmotivating and unfulfilling. Neurotic caused by boredom. Bruno in Strangers on a Train. Patricia Highsmith.
  Uma Thurman is a bitch as is evident from special featurs in Prime DVD. I love Claude Chabrol films. It is filled with little moments. Just like Robert Altman. I must master the art of memory. Regina Spektor is a Russian Jewish. I think Toni, C.G. Jung's second mistress was Russian Jewish. No, No. A Dangerous Method was a good movie. Once one is hurt because of love, one never recovers completely. I still remember the corridor of my high school. I fantasized about dancing with her in solitary. I like Lovecraft. He had great imagination. I want to draw diagrams about Cthulu mythos. I am obssessed with making lists. It gives me a sense of order in this world of great disorder. Fucking cunts. I understand the desire to use sex dolls. It is about the control in sexual relationship. C.G. Jung wrote something about that. I sound like the ignorant Patricia Highsmith. What movies did I like? I liked Almost Famous. Not the theatrical one, the director's cut. It's about 140 mins. Possibly longer than that. Released in 2000. Didn't make money. A Great film. Who's that music critic? Lester Bangs. Creem. or Cream. Who gives a shit?
  Suppose I select a "girlfriend" out of desperation. despEration. NOT despAration. but separation. We have nothing to say. Dinners in silence. Stupid cunt dragging me down. Destroying my intelligence. Sucking my energy and money. Marrying each other because there is no other option. Second thoughts. Boring sex. Dinners in silence. Paul McCarteney's wife died of cancer. Was it ovarian or breast? ICT. MCAT. Boring sex. Dinners in silence. Nagging. Bitching. Domesticated Assault. "It was just a mistake." Charges dropped. Continued. Dinners in silence. Infidelity. Torment. Divorce. Alimony. Child support. The wife uses sex as a weapon after she gives birth. What a cunt! Borderline personality disorder. Narcissism. Inferiority complex. Plastic surgery. Bellevue. Bellaire.

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May 8th, 2012 at 7:22 PM | 0 Comments

I can't have meaningless sex. I need to be in love. I am tired of masturbating. I wonder how many human being is having orgasm at this moment. Does other organisms have orgasms, too? What about fungus? What about bacterium? Does hermaphrodite have orgasms too?
  I didn't see Mandy today. Not that I miss her. She's probably as cunty as Lyndsy at House of Tea. I will not forget what she did on out so-called date and how I felt humiliated and disappointed. I can't have casual sex. I have tried but found out that I was unable. I need to be in love.
  They called him Machete. Get in.
  I can no longer interest myself in Horror films or Grindhouse films. I want to watch films like Chabrol, where real problems occur to real people. People I can see in reality and sympathize with.
  Waiting for Forever was not good. I found the the principal male actor's face flat. Ryan Gosling's face used to be like that, too.
  Brad Pitt is a slang for breasts. It shows a trace of jealousy. (or homosexuality?)

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May 8th, 2012 at 6:06 PM | 0 Comments

I have found a very good site. Grey Matters: Mental Gym. I found a load of work.

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May 8th, 2012 at 5:27 PM | 0 Comments

Finished At the Mountain of Madness by Lovecraft last night. It was good. I wish I had more imagination to enjoy it more thoroughly. The problem is the enjoyment I felt during reading the stories evaporate as soon as I finish them because I cannot recall which is which or which contained what. AT the mountain of madness is a story by Lovecraft and IN the mountain of madness it the film by John Carpenter 1995. with Sam Neil. I finished The Shadow over Dunhill. It was good. Was about a man who goes to a deserted city named Dunhill. It is not dunhill, it is innsmouth. Must have been a confusion because there is a story which has dunhill in it. Confusion. Let's try to trace it. The Shadow over Innsmouth was incomplete. The Shadow over --> Lovecraft --> Dunhill is inserted. --> The Shadow over Dunhill. Suppose this happens when I have to do something important. Memory is unrealiable. I need to strengthen it. I need to strengthen it. I need to strengthen it.

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May 8th, 2012 at 5:00 PM | 0 Comments

My father didn't deposit any money even though he knows I have no money.
I know exactly why. It is because I rejected his offer to buy me something before he left Houston. It is the only way for him to feel superior to me, to give me money. As long as I remain his financial slave, I can insult him all I want. That's how he has felt superior to his wife all his life. That's how he rationalises that he is superior when he is insulted by someone other than his family members. Fucking asshole. I fucking hate how he controls me by dangling money in front of me. How pathetic he is! The little money he has is the only comfort in his life.
  I finished How to pass exam and How to develop perfect memory by Dominic O'Brien. I now know all there is to know about O'Brien's method. I find it effective. All I have to do is master it. I don't know yet. I have to practice. I have to practice. I have to practice.

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May 7th, 2012 at 8:01 PM | 0 Comments

I want to master mnemenotechnique. I want to have the eloquence of Cicero. I want to be intelligent. Famous. Worshipped. When I close my eyes, what do I see? Do I see the most intricate math. equations? Laws of physics? DNAs? RNAs? Skeleton system? Lymphatic system? Brains? Neurons? What did da Vinci see? Einstein? Russell? I want to get out of here. I want to watch Smashed (2012). Will it ever be released? Salt Lake City, UT. No, it is held in .... where? Somewhere in UT. Event City? No. Beaucoup de neige. Death is a biological consequence. Suppose I can conquer death. It will certainly bring a great chaos in humanity. Also in every biological being. God. Prometheus. Zeus killed his father. Freud was greatly influenced by Greek mythology. Matrix mythology is bullshit. Dragon Ball. What do Women want? What is the fundamental difference between men and women? Is it a biological consequence? That can be an easy way out. I must be careful.
 The problem with James Ellroy is that he built his moral philosophy by reading crime novels. He has no doubt and is very sure of himself, which is always dangerous if you want to pursue the highest perspective. Ellroy thinks that he has one but he certainly does not.
  What did Neil Jordan make after the Crying Game? Didn't Richard Roeper die of cancer? Or was it the other guy? When will Roger Ebert die? Fiction is insanity and science is sanity. Sanity is reality and insanity is fantasy. I want to have the most well-balanced mind. Did any actor go insane because of his profession? Interesting subject. Imagination is a curse and a blessing. No imagination means no compassion or mercy. Mercy for fellow human being. Who gives a shit? Nobody does. In the world of cruelty, the only way to retain sanity is to sneer at everything.

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May 7th, 2012 at 7:27 PM | 0 Comments

The problem with Quentin Tarantino is that he is too obssessed with staying within any genre that he cannot portray reality like Jarmusch, Hong Sang-Soo, Rohmer, Chabrol. His philosophy is built on trashy movies therefore have no relevance to reality. He probably has never contemplated about the relationship between fiction and reality, e.g. how fiction influences reality and reality influences fiction. He is too obssessed with good storytelling that he can never portray anything where nothing significant or spectacular happens.

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May 7th, 2012 at 6:46 PM | 0 Comments

Mary Elizabeth Winstead and Aaron Paul ignored my question on twitter. Fucking assholes. Eli Roth ignored my request for the screenplays for Hostel 1 and 2, also. Fucking jewish asshole. Arrogant assholes. They only answer when they have something to gain. Fucking bitches. Bitches on Bitches. Run Bitch Run! Scary Movie 1. Smiley. Control. Tinker. Tailor. Soldier. Spy. Nursing Rhyme. Oxford. Cambridge. Oxbridge. One Day. London. Prometheus. Bitches on Bitches. Bitches on Bitches. Run Bitch Run. But they made one mistake. To make sure the bitch stayed dead. Nothing can stop her from killing who did this to her. Real lady killer.

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May 7th, 2012 at 6:04 PM | 0 Comments

Read At the Mountain of Madness at the café. A blonde cunt came in and said that she thought Lovecraft's work terrible. An attempt to ruin my concentration. Stupid cunt.

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May 7th, 2012 at 12:39 PM | 0 Comments

I love Sydney by Paul Thomas Anderson. I can feel the loneliness in NV state while watching the movie. What is Kimbo Slice doing right now? Reno, NV. California Split. Robert Altman. Filmographie. The Long Goodbye. Elliott Gould. Contagion. Ocean's Eleven. Original. Dino. Rio Bravo. A Great Hangout Movie. Dazed and Confused. Video Archive. Is it closed? Eli Roth. HIs father is a professor of psychiatry at Harvard Medical School. Did he live in Boston? The Friends of Eddie Coyle. Eli Roth is very optimistic and confident. What is Jordan Ladd doing? Did she reduce the size of her breasts? Cabin Fever. Where was it shot? Lions Gate distributed it, I think. Robert Altman sold Lions Gate company because he was out of money. 3 Women was a good movie. Very lonely. Desert is loneliness. Shelley Duvall was in that movie. She is retired and living somewhere in TX. I can find out where she lives. JFK was assassinated in Dallas. Dr. T and the women. Is every knowledge connected or is it a man's unrational desire to create order? Rationilisation. Hysteria. Sexual desire. Charles Darwin. Variation under domestication and nature. Death Proof was filmed in TX. Austin. I saw the exterior of the bar where the first half was filmed. Where was second half filmed? Mary Elizabeth Winstead was in that movie. Her husband is from Austin reportedly. UT Austin. UT San Antonio.
  John Woo's films are all unrealistic. I prefer the Wire and the Sopranos. Violence is undramatic unglorious. The bath-house scene in Eastern Promises. It is the scene that shows the horror and danger of violence.

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May 7th, 2012 at 12:25 PM | 0 Comments

Where does Aimee Mann live? In LA. I suppose. But LA is a big city. Al Pacino lives in NYC. NYC is cluster-fuck and melting pot. I will always remember the times when I was in NYC. Realisation of the insignificance of my intelligence and position. Chateau Marmont. Somewhere by Sofia Coppola. Does she live in Italy? Umberto Eco lives in Milan. He's married to a German art professor. or is she a critic? Why did Sofia Coppola go out with Quentin Tarantino? Was she desparate? Is it a "re-bound" as they call it? The humankind will make a great leap in evolution when they remove sexual desire. Noam Chomsky and Steven Pinker live in Cambridge, MA. Boston, MA. The Friends of Eddie Coyle is the best Boston movie ever. George V. Higgin's long dialogue becomes boring because what any reader should want is insightful descriptions.

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May 7th, 2012 at 12:02 PM | 0 Comments

Blow Out was released by DVD and Blu-Ray. I want PS3. It has Blu-Ray player. I want HDTV. Nice pad. James Ellroy. You have reached James Ellroy's pad. A book for the whole family if the name of your family is the Manson family. What stupid bitches to follow his dumb-ass teaching! Quentin Tarantino has been abandoned by his father. He loves his job. He watches movie constantly because he is obssessed. Cinémania features cinephiles in Manhattan. Internet is full of the losers who are embittered and jealous of Tarantino's success and comfort. Tarantino has toe fetish. What would Freud say about that? Psychoanalysis is not a science because every critism can be regarded as defence-mechanism. Does Robert Rodriguez still live in Austin? I never saw him when I was there. Austin is full of conspiracy theorist. It is a hill country. Stone was a good movie. Probation officers are men with no morals who make moral judgement on prisoners. That's life. That's just life. I will never know in this lifetime. That's just life. James Cameron is a moron. How can anyone read philosophy from his movies? Plato and Aristotle were philosophy, not James Cameron. Rebecca Keagan wrote a book about James Cameron. Was it a biography? It's amazing she thought that he is worth her time. I suppose her time is not valuable to her. Mark Wahlberg is an asshole. He did not pay any attention during commentary of Boogie Nights. Paul Thomas Anderson used to be addicted to Cocaine. Does he live in NYC? with Maya Rudolph? When is the Master released? Nicolas Winding Refn. Where does he live? Pusher trilogy was very good. Stuart Gordon's commentary in Re-Animator is bullshit. They always talk bullshit in commentary and believe it is true. Paul Thomas Anderson's voice is more composed than that of Tarantino. I don't know what is better, choosing your words carefully or talking rapidly because your mind is more fast than your language.

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May 7th, 2012 at 11:37 AM | 0 Comments

Patton Oswalt does not know shit about Edgar Allan Poe. On a tv show, he sounded like a moronic college student who trash-talked Poe. He was alcoholic and insane but he had great feelings about the literature. Fucking fat moron.

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May 6th, 2012 at 8:39 PM | 0 Comments

Mandy (the last name unknown) is attractive. I like her uneven teeth and bone structure. But she does not drive me crazy therefore not worth the risk and emotional stress. Furthermore, I have no money. She might be disappointed in my choice of establishments. I want PS3 and HDTV. I want to play Max Payne 1, 2, 3, Doom 3, Dead Space, Batman: Arkham Asylum, Naruto, Tekken, Star Wars games. I want the best of HDTV, which costs approx. 5 000 dollars. There was a group of white supremacist at the screening of Avengers on Thursday night. Fucking assholes. Hatred has keen eyes. Jews, Asians, Mexicans, Indians, Arabs. NYC. Cluster-fuck and melting pot. Washington D.C. Kicesie is a fraud. She craves attention and lies shamelessly on a grand scale to obtain it. Cunt.

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May 6th, 2012 at 8:20 PM | 0 Comments

Called a French tutor on houston.craigslist.org. Exchanged e-mails. I replied instantly and he replied with the interval of 7 days. The first sign. Called him today. Lived on Japonica Str. Attends HCC. His sister did not shut up during conversation and interfered with it. Lives with his parents. Hung up once and called me. He said he could meet me on May 5th. I said it was yesterday. He said he was "out of it". Hung up.
  Realized the value of tutor company and paid varsitytutor.com right away. Expect a call from them tomorrow morning.
  Earlier, finished Illumination par Arthur Rimbaud. Will read it again without writing anything to concentrate on reading it. Have still not finished Tales of H.P. Lovecraft edited by Joyce Carol Oates.

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May 5th, 2012 at 6:37 PM | 0 Comments

I assigned an image to binary numbers in six digits, 2 times 6 square, 64 images. Most of them are cartoon characters and great scientists. I wanted to kill that black bitch in the coffee shop today. I had difficulty remembering the name Mr. Bogus. I wonder if I can watch them now. Probably I won't be able to get the version dubbed in Korean. I still remember the part in clay-animation.

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May 5th, 2012 at 6:18 PM | 0 Comments

One cannot read anything in Kaboom Books because of the plants caked with dust and shitty couches and chairs.
Cova Restaurant suddenly suffered decline. I wonder whether it is because of the change of management. Did it start to downhill after they hired Eoghan Dillman or did they hire him because they had no one else to hire?
I wonder how Eaogan is preparing his new restaurant. With his time-wasting which is disguised as market study, I wager that his restaurant will fail.

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May 5th, 2012 at 6:05 PM | 0 Comments

Walked for more than 3 hours. Woodland Heights are controlled by Texan bourgeois. I am not tired at all. I need more vigorous exercise. Drank two glasses of beer rapidly. Am not drunk at all.
  Kirby Johnson had possibly had an abortion. She probably ended her "relationship" with the father. Realized that I had missed an exhibition of Star Wars drawings on Main Str. While walking around Woodland Heights, the buildings erected by those from gentrification upset me because they cause great disorder in overall architecture. Then again, they don't give a shit about it but only money. I'm positive that Don Johnson suffers from Manic-Depressive disorder as is evident from his "twitters". I want to finish Illumination par Arthur Rimbaud. Howard Philips Lovecraft is a good writer because he has great ability to describe what he imagines.

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May 4th, 2012 at 9:55 PM | 0 Comments

You can't read any book at Kaboom Books because the chairs and the couch are shitty and because the both owners are morons.

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May 1st, 2012 at 11:30 PM | 0 Comments

Read three stories of H.P. Lovecraft today. It was very good because of concise and memorable descriptions. No bad dialogue like George V. Higgins. Am reading the selection done by Joyce Carol Oates published by Harper Collins.
  Watched the latest trailer of The Dark Knight Rises. It will kick ass.

a book-selling experience to Half Price Books.

April 30th, 2012 at 3:41 PM | 0 Comments

Drove to Half Price Books between Westheimer and Montrose. Gotten rid of many mystery books and horror books. What I saw was a cluster of morons who do not know jack s--- about books.
The volume was two and a half boxes. I waited 20 mins. The woman who was present the last time I have gotten rid of my books there was present. She wore the same kind of skirt she wore at the last time I saw her, long and cotton skirt which covers all of her legs. She always covers her crotch with her hands when she bends down to move books. She was very condescending to the black 'gangsta' who tried to sell the books. She gave me 25 dollars for half of the books I brought and said that she did not want the rest. At that moment, what was probable became positive, that is, none of the employees at the half-price books does not know anything about books. She did not see that what I tried to sell at the price of shit was worth a lot of money. As she said to me "Have a nice day." and I left the store, I felt nothing but contempt for those cunts and punks who have no respect for books and what they represent in human civilization.
  It depresses me whenever I enter half-price books. It is always run by imbiciles who can't even spell Shakespeare. I remember one memorable behaviour of hers. She was interested to know the price of the collection by Woody Allen. I know exactly why. She associated Woody Allen with being "cool", the most subjective word in the United States because what a bitch like that feel like enjoying at any given moment is "cool" whenever she wants and what she doesn't feel like enjoying at any given moment is "uncool" Reminds me of 1984. She was interested in the particular item because she thinks that reading Woody Allen equals with prestigiousness.
  I don't think I will ever visit any of the half-price books after today. They are morons who do not have a right to trade books. How blind I was. How blind not to see what they are worth.
 I felt liberated after disposing the books. I must focus on reading books on literary masterpiece or natural science.

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April 30th, 2012 at 12:15 PM | 0 Comments

there was a user on IMDb named WitchSmeller who posted a post on every actress, saying all of them were gorgeous. I wonder where he is now. Another on imdb named MrMovieAnalyst. He's probably in looney bin now. He is paranoid. Moneymoneymoneymoney. e.e. cummings. James Joyce. James Dickey. I'm positive James Ellroy has Asperger's Syndrome. I am also positive that he will deny it because he cares too much about the acceptance by women. He cannot stand to be thought as Weirdo or Outcast. He can never better himself morally because he loves women too much. He is too dependent. I love his writing. I have to read L.A. Confidential, the Big Nowhere, White Jazz, Cold Six Thousand, Blood's a Rover. Time is precious and there is so much to learn. I'm not a genius. Newton was a genius, was he? He is more popular in France. James Ellroy. Is he a nihilist? He does have a strong sense of moral but one that is very very very far from being perfect because he is cynical and cares too much about the current opinion of the officers of the court. Times magazines novel of the year 1995. My Dark Places. NYT book of the year 1996. Time magazine book of the year 1996.

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http://www.youtube.com/user/TheAnMish

I just watched some of her videos. The life of an Aspie is a lonely one. Nobody understands one and one never understands everyone.

Analysis of people related to Kaboom Books.

April 30th, 2012 at 12:10 AM | 0 Comments

Dee Dillman: A real cunt. Likes to belittle her husband in front of customers. Married her husband because she was impregnated by accident and decided to give birth. Jewish from San Diego. Her saggy breasts and fuck-face repulse me. Wears a phony and enormous ring because she attempts to neutralise her feeling of inferiority caused by white housewives. Brainless cunt who claims herself to be a liberal. Treats her dog Posey as if it were her accessory. I like to smash her fucking face when she is talking to her dog in that digusting voice of hers. "Poe is a good dog. Yes he is. Yes he is." I wonder if she talked like that to her son when he was an infant. She probably did. Does not realize how ugly her body is and wears clothes that reveal all of her arms and the shape of her legs.

John Dillman: A draft dodger. Has not seen his family since he left San Francisco area. Assumed a false name until the end of 1970s. Likes to tell his bullshit story on history to customers. Always takes a very long pause between each word because he wants to appear that he chooses his words carefully. But the result is boring. Is unable to settle down in one residence permanently because he gets "bug" even though he wouldn't admit it. Plays baseball with his friends at a park near his bookstore because he has to ventilate his hostility against his wife. Has deep resentment toward FBI caused in his years of fugitive. Left New York City for some reason. Likes to say "some other bullshit" at the end of the sentence. Subscribes himself to New York Times and reads editor's section. His depth is very shallow and it will be depleted if one converses with him for two days. Cannot remember the stories he has told to a person and consequently repeats the same stories repeatedly.

Clinton Hedges: His parents are the officers of the court in Harris County. Wanted to be a librarian but was forced to enter a law school in Houston. Entered Dartmouth on the strength of the position of his parents. His mother has a hostile relationship with his grandmother. She put her in a nursing home near Dallas. He takes care of conflict between his mother and grand-mother. His latest job is a security guard in Museum District. His attention span is very short. Cannot read a book for 2 mins without losing concentration. Attended Kincaid High School. An accessory of Eaogan Dillman and likes to follow him because he has nothing to do. When I ask him if he has free time, he always says that he has to clean his apartment. Can never finish a book because he has no ability to concentrate. Takes anti-depressant. Once consulted a psycho-therpiast and had disappointing exprience.

Eaogan Dillman: Is preparing to open his own restaurant. Is not interested in long-term sexual relationship. Prefers young women. Has sporadic sexual relationship with his friends from childhood, Jenny. Is involved with personages in the restaurant business in Houston. Was in New York City for a short while against protest of Jenny. Hardly speak to his father about his personal life but reveals more to his mother. Carries a sketchbook for the purpose of drawing prospective building for his restaurant but it is one of the excuses to waste his time because he does not much drawing on the sketchbook. Likes to travel for the excuse of researching for his business. Had a conflict with Cova restaurant to the matter of his unpaid salary and failed to get the money. Used to cut his hair at the salon next to Cova restaurant but moved his business to a barbershop between Studemont and 11th str. because he lost his battle. Has strong arm and grip. Prominent cheekbones. Pretended that he did not receive my message.

A need to select videos on YouTube carefully.

April 29th, 2012 at 11:25 PM | 0 Comments

Anyone can see that YouTube or any popular website is filled with bums and losers who spend their days and night by documenting their worthless and insignificant thoughts. Therefore, I needed to devise a principle which keeps me from wasting my time, which is sometime precious, on YouTube.
1. Do not read any movie review because all of them are nothing but rambling.
2. Do not read any comments under the videos related to politics because none of them will help me gain a clearer understanding on this world.
3. Do not read any video diaries. They contain no valuable advice on how to live this life.
4. Do not spend more than 10 mins. on any kind of forum. Forum on any popular website is filled with "sad, pathetic little bastards who live in their parents's basement". e.g. imdb.com, yahoo.com
Will expand the list when I think of more.

On kicesie on youtube.com.

April 29th, 2012 at 11:18 PM | 0 Comments

She changes her hair color too often, which I consider to be an indication of unstable personality. I wonder what her husband thinks of her schemes. It is obvious that hse has determined to make her schemes as her life-long business. She tried to sell some ridiculous videos on sexual techniques on Amazon.com. I hate those women who bring up a rape charge after the end of the affair as a retaliation. What a bitch! I really want to know what her lastest scheme consists of. She has decided to make her 'customers' initiate a transaction by sending her an e-mail, not on any website.
 Does she need attention from undefined strangers that badly? I confidently say that there are many lies in her so-called résumes. We will see.

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April 29th, 2012 at 11:12 PM | 0 Comments

Kicesie on YouTube started another scheme 3 months ago. She is teaching what she calls Sex Coaching. Wonder how long it will last.

Laurasparkling, a teenager of unstable disposition, closed all of her account. I suppose her desire to become a movie-star or something has disappeared, suddenly. And I think it is good for her.

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April 29th, 2012 at 1:06 AM | 0 Comments

I have a internet connection in my residence. Very liberating.

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April 28th, 2012 at 10:44 AM | 0 Comments

I am listening to videos in French on youtube.com. Because I don't understand any word or very small part of them, I listen to them repeatedly without any elevation of my understanding. I need the suitable level for me. But who will evaluate it for me? No one. I must do it myself. You wanna get shit done you gotta do it yourself. Training Day. Denzel Washington. Safe House. Jay-Z. Trailer. No Church in the Wild. What is the word for the tune that you cannot get out of your head? The 39 Steps. Hitchcock Version.

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I need a way to construct a dialogue within myself in French.

Possibilities.

1. I interview an actor.
2. I interview a filmmaker.
3. I explain a literary work to a student.
4. I explain a movie to someone.
5. I summarize an article in un journal ou une révue.

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April 28th, 2012 at 10:02 AM | 0 Comments

Every used book seller thinks he is a literary god because he can see many books in front of him. What matters is what one has learned not what one is seeing in front of one. Fucking John Dillman. Fucking draft dodger. He always has to move around, which is one of the surest signs of weak character. He dislikes to read the book reviews because he doesn't want to realize how worthless his opinions are.

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April 27th, 2012 at 10:49 PM | 0 Comments

an unattracitve man knows he is unattractive but he has to deceive himself that he is not in order to preserve his self-respect. A feeling of anticipation makes a man blind.

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April 27th, 2012 at 10:45 PM | 0 Comments

Infatuation never lasts and is diminished and eventually eradicated by masturbation. They can always say "No.". What is the guarantee? No guarantee. Nothing to offer. It fades away and true color always is revealed. Why have I been so trusting? This world is full of suckers and hunters. What's the end of life and the mean to get it? My father will never finish any of Hong Sang Soo Film because he is a fucking coward. I remember those three Korean assholes I saw at le Musée d'Orsay. John Dillman is a coward too because he is afraid to expand his repertoire in movies. He always talks about same stories and same movies. He fucking bores me. My father covers his penis when he is on a passenger's seat and never when he is on driver's seat. Fucking coward. John Dillman's speech is continually discontinued by his careful selection of words. But the problem is his vocabulary is limited and the finished sentences are not illuminating. He pauses during his talk in order to appear intelligent as if anyone would believe him.
I know that he married his wife and that manipulative cunt became pregnant accidentally. Fucking draft dodger. He probably has never seen his family ever since he left San Francisco area. That's why he will never leave his wife. He is the only family he has.

My father.

April 27th, 2012 at 10:34 PM | 0 Comments

He is butter-fingered. He will never leave his own little world because he is a coward. He always takes shit from his wife. What an inferior stock I originate !!
He always pulls this trick: "Everything is my fault. I am so sorry." He will never realize the trick has worn off. Why the fuck did they marry each other? Because they are lonely. Because they had to leave an offspring. Because they are inferior. I fucking hate his munching noise when he is eating something. Always takes shit from everywhere. Paranoid wife. Money-grubbing whore. Smiling whore. Napoleon complex. That's my mother. Fucking money-grubbing whore. They will never leave each other because they can never stand loneliness. He never fucking knows what they want and where he stands in this country. Fucking moron.

My father.

April 27th, 2012 at 10:28 PM | 0 Comments

He thinks his family is his fucking puppets. He upsets them and later tries to appease them. Fucking asshole. If he can keep his dick up at his workplace, he would never pull this cheap trick.

une tranduction 1.

April 27th, 2012 at 7:53 PM | 0 Comments

Interview: Drew Goddard and Kristen Connolly Talk Scream Queens, the Logistics of Blood and Doing Things in Their Underwear for ‘Cabin in the Woods’ Features By Kevin Carr on April 11, 2012 | Be the First To Comment What can be said about a movie that you’re not supposed to talk about? A lot, apparently. Recently, Kristen Connolly, star of the new genre-bending horror film Cabin in the Woods sat down with us to talk about her role in the film and the production in general. She also let us in on a few secrets about her earlier career in soap operas and what she wears to cook eggs in the morning. At Kristen’s side was director Drew Goddard to throw in his two cents about how the rumor mill has been treating his movie and why he doesn’t like movie trailers or even posters. And there’s blood. Lots and lots of blood. Is there more to the character of Dana than just a scream queen? Kristen Connolly: Oh, absolutely. In this movie, you get to play every kind of scene. There’s funny scenes. There’s scenes that break my heart a little to watch. There’s just so much that’s happening in it, so many real human things. I think that’s something that’s really special about the movie. The characters feel very real. And it’s a genre where that’s not always the case. But these are people that you really care about. Did you like playing an archetype? KC: I really didn’t think of it as an archetype. I don’t think any of us did. We really just focused on - and Drew said this from the beginning for all of us – that we’re a group of friends. They love each other, and they’re placed in this kind of extraordinary situation. But it’s not about playing the archetype because Drew really does that for us. The costumes do that for us. The writing does that. And the audience’s knowledge of these movies does that. Your opening scene features you packing for the trip in your underwear with all the windows wide open. KC: Oh yeah, yeah.

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April 27th, 2012 at 7:50 PM | 0 Comments

Vic Zachary is another brainless fitness trainer. Third-rate soldier who thinks himself superior because he has "seen the world". Fucking cocksucker.

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questions to ask myself in French.

April 27th, 2012 at 7:36 PM | 0 Comments

How old are you?
Do you believe in God?
Are you rich?
Are you secured?
Is your mind well-balanced?
Have you ever read DSM-4?
Do you have any children out of wedlock?
Can you translate this?
I will never forget the second time I was in Manhattan. I traveled to the destination because I wanted to attend a film school. Ultimately, I gave up and returned to Houston, TX and the hands of my fucking parents, my father and my mother who is a fucking manipulative, smiling, conniving cunt. I will never forget the cheap hotel I stayed, the closet I was forced to sleep after I left the hotel. This is too emotional. I want to stop writing. Does this mean I am normal or I am weak? I want to be strong.

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April 27th, 2012 at 7:28 PM | 0 Comments

I walked around between Memorial and Gessner. I walked around the park near Memorial Middle School. My clothes attracted hostile attention. I was reminded how hostile and oppressing suburb American can be. I can never live in suburb. I must always live near Downtown and skyscrapers.
  There is no cultural oppurtunity in suburb or redneck towns. Only boring businessmen, housewives of mean disposition, empty library filled with bums and lonely men and housewives. Do not ask anyone for a date because you will be rejected.

  While walking today, I realized a great important thing in Domy Books on Westheimer. I must stop accumulating striking images because the goal in education is memorizing language, not images. I must, from now on, Always, Always, Always, on the lookout for the methods of changing language into striking images. I want to build memory palace. I must practice. Practice makes perfect? No pain, no gain? My ass, my foot, my eye. I think it is human's nature to practice what one already knows because one never like to feel stupid. One should always practice something one is not familir with or one is bad at. That's the way to do it.
 Listen to me very carefully. There are three right ways to run a casino. the wrong way. the right way. and the way that I do it.
 There's similiar line in John Travolta movie, The General's Daughter. Another trash movie adapted from a trash novel.

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I will memorize this, an excerpt from adaptation written by Charlie Kaufman.

          I am old. I am fat. I am bald. My
          toenails have turned strange. I am
          repulsive. How repulsive? I don't know
          for I suffer from a condition called Body
          Dysmorphic Disorder. I am fat, but am I
          as fat as I think? My therapist says no,
          but people lie. I believe others call me
          Fatty behind my back. Or Fatso. Or,
          facetiously, Slim. But I also believe
          this is simply my own perverted form of
          self-aggrandizement, that no one really
          talks about me at all. What possible
          interest is an old, bald, fat man to
          anyone? I am repulsive. I have never
          lived. I blame myself. I --

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April 27th, 2012 at 11:11 AM | 0 Comments

I will drive to the present residence and change clothes and take a shower. I will come back to this shitty hotel, park the car, and walk around and visualize various objects and actions to be used in my mem. pal.

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April 27th, 2012 at 11:08 AM | 0 Comments

The Cabin in the Woods has many fascinating creatures. I wonder how many there are. I wonder how many are there. The second sentence is from James Joyce. Is it Irish setence and structure? Liberty Kitchen reminds me Manhattan or Brooklyn. Is that because they don't sell shiner beer? Cabin in the Woods. Will I watch again today? The Avenger is being released soon. Chris Hemsworth is from Australia. Aussie. New Zealand. Which country has the bigger size? Sex Addicts. Are they obssessed with their penis size? I think not. Because they will always have sex no matter they small they are. Clark University, Mass. That's where Sigmund Freud and Carl Jung gave lectures on Psychoanalysis. Psychoanalysis has been vastly overrated. But one has a lot to learn in it. I want to learn German. Yes I will Yes Yes Yes Yes. I read about James Joyce for the first time in Umberto Eco's essays. Does he live in Milan? I want to read medieval manuscripts. Manuscripts in the modern sense of the world is incorrect because manuscripts are something written by hand becuase they are forced to be written in hand. Kristen connolly is in The Cabin in the Woods. H.P. Lovecraft. What's his full name? Did he live in Massachusettes? What is the correct spelling of MA? There are 50 states in US. Or is it 51 after they "conquered" Afghanistan or Iraq? Sadam Hussein is dead.
  This hotel's maximum download speed is 500kb/s. It is very slow and very annoying. Slow is annoying. Bertrand Russel. Ludwig Wittgenstein. Wittgenstein's father made one of his children commit suicide. Real hard-ass Jewish businessman. Cruel. Merciless. Ludwig Wittgenstein. Tractatus logic-philosophicus. I have been wanted to understand it since I was in middle school. Nobody gives a shit about logic because they are not lucrative. Ray Monk wrote a biography on Wittgenstein. The duty of genius. He wrote another one on Bertrand Russell. Is it in two vol.s or three vol.s? Horses got knees? I don't know. Coen brothers. They live in NYC now.

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April 27th, 2012 at 10:53 AM | 0 Comments

Today I will imagine various actions, personages, fictional characters, movie posters while walking around the hotel I am staying right now. I will not try to place them in any locus but visualize them as quickly as possible and as vividly as possible. Movies with one-word title is also helpful. Free association in Freudian sense is not helpful in building mem. pal. There must be only one connection between the trigger and the thing that I want to remember.

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April 27th, 2012 at 10:51 AM | 0 Comments

What I want these days most urgently is the ability of eloquence in French. Is it a habit or mechanical reproduction? I want to speak to Isabelle Huppert. I want to speak French. French. French. French. French. French. French.
 I am in the middle of reading the part II of Ulysses by James Joyce. It is hard to understand. I am also reading The Rat on Fire by George V. Higgins. It is easy to understand. The Friends of Eddie Coyle. There's a movie and a novel. I like both of them. The novel has more details into the character's details because it is unavoidable to omit something in a screenplay. I want to finish Ulysses and Finnegan's Wake. When will it be? I need to organize my residence. I look at Google Map Satellite today for the first time. I am positive it will be very helpful to building my memory palace. Erica Albright is a bitch. Is it a German name? Top of the morning to you. Is it an Irish reference? USA is a cluster fuck of outcasts and outlaws. James Ellroy.

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April 27th, 2012 at 10:44 AM | 0 Comments

Friday. 2012. April. 27th. I am trying to build a memory palace but it is very difficult for me. Yesterday, I tried to memorize some french words but utterly failed. I read that I can place more than 200 objects in my former residence. I want to remember everything and learn everything. I need someone whom I can converse with in French. There is no intelligent man in this redneck town. Black Limousine by The Rolling Stone has very good guitar playing. I wonder where Keith Richards is right now. I need Internet connection in my present residence but I know it will distract me from learning. I watched the videos of oral French exam on YouTube. None of them spoke as fluently as native speakers. Dee Dillman is a real cunt. It is the women like her that create oppression. I hate those fucking plants in front of the bookstore. It is imperative that I build a memory palace because learning is pointless if one cannot remember what one has learned.